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Q : Describe the moment of your resignation.

A: It was 3 years ago when I walk down to the gloomy corridor of fate, I realized that life is not as wonderful as today. I remember it was a bright sunny day and the time is around 11 am where you can never look up straight to the sun without a pair of sun glasses. It was an extraordinary day where I was slightly lonely and most importantly calm in my steps toward the car, hoping that the decision that I about to make is the best choice I ever had.

It’s not that I hate my job as a designer nor that I lost my appetite of being an evangelist of design. It just that the environment (the office) is killing my soul like a trojan or spyware that slips in your hardisk.

As I walked to the car, a sudden bless from the sky like sending me the message of truth : a purification of my existence maybe, the day started to raining. The rain fell down gentle rhythmically enjoys my nerve as I decided to resign from the company that once my long lovingly heaven. This is the sign, a result of a custom personalized Picasso’s blue series,  struck of infinite pressure of no hope leads to inconsistency mood, has ruin my childish happiness and enthusiast as a designer. Deep in my heart I believe God is always be with me although I’m not a saint. As he give me a clear choice of what I suppose to do, a letter of resignation will reconstruct myself as a human being I see.

And yes, today, after 3 years of struggle and wonders, I finally understand why I had to resign. Why I had to write the letter the night before. Why I felt no regret of submitting it to the HR. Why and why, and why? Why the choice is clear is basically because there is no choice at all.

We assume we have the right or options but the truth is:  we are fated so that we will functions as what we have being instructed. Life is the highest level of animation where God sit on the workstation as the animator. Our heart suppose to be fully dynamically interactive so that we learned and understand the script that has been given.

So what is you waiting for?

*** This post is written in a personal mood because it is dedicated to all of my friend out there that feels that you should do something about your life “seriously”. The picture above is a painting by Picasso from the blue period, title : “The Tragedy”. The letter attached was my original resignation letter that I have submitted to the HR, as a result of a one year trauma & dilemma from the effect of  post corporate restructuring process. Thank you.